Restless. That is how I feel. Restless. In experiencing God, I learned that if God does not make it clear on what He wants done, then His child(ren) shouldn't jump ahead of the game. On the other hand, I've also learned that we are to step out in faith....even if we do not have a clear answer. To me, in a way, those are at opposite ends of the spectrum, and is confusing to me.
Here is my struggle.
We as a Sunday School class, back in December, started another Beth Moore study. I have not been enjoying it as originally thought. I am bored, and get nothing out of it. The study is bland. Along side of that, I have been struggling with personal and spiritual issues...such as quiet time. As a result, I have just been either sitting in the sanctuary or helping my kids' godmother in her Sunday School class. Which brings me to why I said what I said in the introduction. For the past year, off and on, I have toyed with the idea of becoming Assistant Sunday School Teacher for the 4-5 year olds. I love to teach. However, if I were to do this, then I may become an outsider, so to speak, because I am not with other adults during Sunday School hour. There are definitely people in the class I want deeper relationships with, and staying put would be one way to do accomplish that goal. However, haven't I already become a bit of an outsider? I mean, I haven't been going to my normal class as it is....
Prayers would be appreciated.
